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I want to say thanks for everyone who’s been reading! thats so exciting to me! (:
so, like Shelley, i was in IOP because i have.. well, i’m not sure what. severe bulimia maybe? i don’t really eat organic or health food at all ha. so anyway, i was in IOP. I graduated after TEN WEEKS of Hell. i absolutely hated LOATHED IOP. I thought it was totally ridiculous. Don’t get me wrong– i loved the support & people, Carolyn, Jean & Sanja, but all of the DBT skills and stuff.. it didnt doesnt work for me. (Shelley, if you’re reading this, please, please, please don’t say anything about this to anyone at The Center.) anyway, i got out of IOP and now i’m just back to it. it’s really bad. i just want to apologize to anyone if this is triggering or hard.. i’m so sorry.
well anyway, today was laaame. i haven’t done aaanything over break & i REALLY don’t want to go back to school 
blahh.
but, on a positive note, i’m so happy that it snowed! 
i hope it snows a lot more!
well it’s laaate & i’ve got to get up kinda early for outpatient.
have a great wednesday!
my birthday is coming kinda soon [[Feb. 12]] & i reeaaally want a tattoo! 
i want this on my left right side. buttt, i was thinking instead of doves, i would get angels and get my grandfather’s initials in one and if my grandma passes before me, get her initials in the other angel.
any thoughts?
Love, B.
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brandi, i really want you to be ok hun
i wish you would see how beautiful you are. i wish there was a way i could help you! i won’t say anything to the people at the center of course! ihope the program helps me but i think wiht eating disorders, a lot of recovery has to come from within.
and as far as the tattoo- do what ya want girl!! if you think you would love it forever, then go for it, but really make sure you want it. & i think it is great it would be about your grandfather- i like tattoos with meaning.
xoxoxo
i will seriously miss you in IOP tomorrow.. lol
shelley
and ps- im seriously here for ya if you ever need to vent about anything!
Comment by Shelley (findinghappinessandhealth) December 30, 2009 @ 6:02 amoh man i don’t want to go back to school either, it feels like i just got out on break.
Comment by Emily (http://funnyemily.wordpress.com) December 30, 2009 @ 2:04 pmi agree with shelley, you have to want to change to change, which is kind of where i’m stuck right now too…
hope you have a happy hump day!
xoxo
I’m sorry you hate IOP so much! But as much as you hate it, I’m sure there are some positive outcomes from it. Keep on fighting–it’s so worth it babe!
That’s a very cool tattoo! My birthday is coming up and I think I want to get my cartilage pierced
<3 jess
Comment by psychoj1 December 30, 2009 @ 8:07 pmxoxo
oh nice! will you be 18?! i have a lot of piercings so im moving on to tattoos hahah
Comment by followxyourxbliss December 31, 2009 @ 7:03 pm